Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Attempts at focusing - a few days in pictures.

Struggling this week to focus.  
I've had really bad headaches that make schoolwork harder than usually.
Plus I feel like an absolute idiot in my classes.
Oh well,  
I got in for a reason right?
Although if it was just to be constantly humiliated than I think I've met the requirement.
:(
So, this week has been beautiful, even though it has been hard.
I stayed up all night on Sunday writing a paper that was due at 9 am Monday morning.
I finished the paper at 7 am which is when I left for campus so I could print off my paper and the reading I had to also do before class.
Love the graduate student covered parking by the way.


As I walked up to campus I was really happy, and exhausted, so exhausted.


I got to the library and found that only 1/2 of my paper had been saved on my USB drive.
Thank goodness I had saved a backup copy of the entire paper on my computer...

...back home.
:(

So I ran back home, saved it to my USB 3 times, ran back to campus where there was no more covered parking, printed off my paper, skimmed the reading, and collapsed in a chair in my class to tired to focus on the lecture.
But it was ok, my paper was done.

After class and job 2 (I fell asleep in the class I TA for), I headed home, where I tried to grade but couldn't focus.
It was between 4-5 pm.
I had only been awake for about 36 hours.
And that is the last thing I remember.
I woke up at 11:30pm on the floor having no idea how I got there.
Then went to bed and slept another 6 hours.

On Tuesday I went to job 1.
It was beautiful in front of the museum.



I love it when I get the computer next to the window at work.  It is such a pretty distraction.


So, after a good shift at work I kind of crashed again and headed home.
It's not that the all-nighters are killing me,
the stress of life is killing me.
The muscles in my face and neck are twitching all the time.
It drives me crazy.
I'm just stressed.
But I went outside later in the evening to this beautiful sight.


So, there is a quick summary of my last few days.
The end.






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