Friday, April 18, 2008

...and so is life.

Wow I really don't know how to describe how I am feeling right now. I am crazy all over the place. I leave for Jordan in 12 days 2 hours and 14 minutes. I am so excited and happy I can hardly contain myself. But after Jordan what is going to happen? I don't think I mentioned this but I decided not to go to Guatemala this summer. It broke my heart but I really felt that I needed to stay home this summer. Well not even home home, but in Provo. The terrifying thing is that when I come back I will have no job and have bills and a lot of other stuff to take care of. Life is scary when you feel blind but I know that it was the right decision, even though it broke my heart. But I know that it is the right thing to do so I know that I will be ok.
Well I have to go shower because it is not smelling so good where I am sitting right now. I smell like chlorine and morning breath. Ew. :) Also I have my first final today and a pizza party tonight. My grandpa makes the best pizza in the world so I am super excited!!!

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