aching and baking

So I have had quite a bit of down time since I have been back to Provo. I am still job searching and trying to get over jet lag and stress of coming back and trying to figure out why I needed to be in Provo so badly. I guess I'll figure it out eventually...hopefully it doesn't take until my deathbed.
I printed off some pictures from Jordan and placed them on the walls in my room. I still can not get over how beautiful everything was. If I wasn't in some of those pictures I don't know if I could believe that I ever did something so amazing. It really changed my perspective and has really made me ache for traveling. I keep planning my next adventure in my mind. We'll see if that pans out someday, hopefully really soon.
Despite aching for my archaeology and digging I am doing pretty good with life here in Provo. I cooked this awesome dinner tonight and that was super great. I definitely did not eat this good in Um Sayhoun :) There are pros and cons no matter where you are. Good to remember, acknowledge and be grateful for the pros though.